whateva man

sooo here I'm hangin with my girlyfriends drinkin some high life while im a fuckin low life got court for my DUI case next week im facing jail time.. its a possibility.. so my mind is all wacked out..i miss having a partner.. it feels like she doesntgive sa shit about me.. but at least i do have the comfort i friends i do have support i jus need to dig myself outa this hole.. i thought the pain of love was bad but having police problems and love problems at the same time fuckin sucks.. at least i have PHILLIES opening day to look forward too.. seems like im jus stuck in a rut n feel down but not out...

idiot

Now my life has taking another wrong turn.. im confused i miss my ex.. i want comfort i dont got none.. jus siting dwelling in heart ache n pain.. fianancially i messed up again.. im stuck i dunno i have no ambition .. jus gotta get over another mountain in this fucking life.. feels like im powerless.. im jus stuck in a rut...